Didn’t get it done today, but we did get a callback stating we’re able to go, yay!
Btw, there was this really nice girl, about my age, who let me have a seat next to her while waiting for the counselor to see me and mami, which really made my day. She was super cute too, should’ve gotten her name, but I hope to see her again in school, looking forward to doing something for her in return! 💚
It sounds possibly fun and stressful at the same time…
There’s lots of effing complicated factors about why, but the main reason is back in 2020, the school attempted to make me go to in person learning, since I was doing remote and was behind, plus the year was 2020, Covid was at a high peak where they were. There was no way I was going to put myself in danger of Covid then, there weren’t even vaccines yet for my age; because even if I wore a mask, everyone was likely to go maskless, since my state’s idiotic governor thought it should “be the parents’ decision to let their child have a mask or not”, even though the CDC heavily stated everyone needs to. It was then my family decided to go through an online school in order to avoid this risk, which worked out okay, honestly I was lagging behind a bit, but was able to obtain a good GPA still thankfully.
Now that I’m out of that, we thought I could maybe go back to public now that Covid is somewhat eased up, I feel much more safer now that I got the vaccine (thank goodness for them). The only sort of problem was that the school told us I couldn’t come back, but would later learn that was complete BS, as my psychologist informed that it’s in fact illegal for a school to tell you that or reject you.
There’s just a lot of fear I’m having about going back recently, and I was more positively looking at it a few months back, mostly uncertainty I would describe it as. I feel that if I go off and attempt to list reasons of why, I’d probably type garbled nonsense, so I’ll leave at uncertainty. It feels like the clock is ticking to my breaking point, it just feels like odds are pressing against me at the hardest pressure, a lot of them being personal.
Maybe I’m just too fearful, might not be too bad, going to do my best nonetheless.
The WIP featured here was done in GIMP, I figured I try it for a change, after all, it has a good rep with artists, as far as I know.
This also is from the perspective of 3 days ago, since I didn’t finish this post in time.
Today was unexpected for me in a way, I’m gonna recap this as best as I can, soooooo here goes!
My Mami was asleep for the most of the day, I played a slot machine like game on the stereo system, and spent most of the day on art!
Although I didn’t necessarily plan out the day, my art became the main focus on it’s own. It started off with this painting in Krita I did, which I’m keeping a surprise hehe, intended as an entry for a calendar feature photo. It’s been in the works for mostly this week and last, with it being on the back burner for about a month, with the near end result looking incredibly pretty.
But as for that piece, I will reveal that as a surprise if it makes it, if not, then you’ll see it here most definitely. However, I do present to you a WIP of Furdy’s Maya the Mako Shark, as seen above. In this, you can see Maya rocking a pair of boxing gloves, a sports bra, and sports shorts.
So all in all, it’s very cool how today led me to my art, hope you enjoy! 😉
