Featured Artists: Favorite historical and contemporary artist

This was done also as an assignment for my Art II class, so if this seems out of the blue for those who read my blog on the regular, this would be why. Nonetheless, hope you all enjoy me sharing this!

Historical artist: Vincent Van Gogh

Self-portrait from 1887.

He comes to the top of my head for a few good reasons: appreciation of his works by the public after his death alongside his struggles with severe depression & poverty. I think this self portrait really encapsulates the feelings he went through (especially considering this was made 3 years prior to his suicide), showing that more lies within, which I feel is just as relevant as time itself. Even though this is usually the first result when searching on the web for Vincent van Gogh, it still hits me in a sort of way I can’t put my hand on, knowing his background makes this even more so the case, incredibly gripping. So, for me, I’d have to pick Vincent van Gogh as one of my favorite historical artists due to his story and talents that would be recognized soon after his unfortunate suicide, it’s one I think many could somewhat relate to and feel touched by.

Contemporary artist: Milton Knight

Honestly he should be considered a lowkey legend, his portfolio has such a great range, from children’s cartoons to more mature animations and sketches, also he shows himself to be unafraid to go outside boundaries. For example, sketching out Robotnik of AOSTH (Adventures of Sonic the Hedgehog) and calling him “animation’s sexiest fat man” would honestly be one of those outside boundaries.

Design of Robotnik in AOSTH by Milton Knight

His style just feels so unique to me and grips me into his illustrative world, honestly he deserves so much praise for all the work he’s done for past decades. I remember seeing his work on a DVD bonus feature and being compelled on how he sketched out Sonic and Tails, it was so cool seeing it in his style.

I feel lost

The lines I draw are too thin, they don’t stand out as grand as I want to intend, I feel bland in what I do. What to do when I feel like this? That I’m unsure of I’m afraid.

Back aching and hands unsteady, flawed but without a charm to compliment.

My words, they feel like nonsense to me and presumably others.

My formatting, messy and nearly incomprehensible, barely follow writing standards.

My direction, unclear and most times never goes anywhere.

Can barely make myself happy, I feel that I’ll never accomplish something I really want.

Time wasting, 17th birthday heading close and still haven’t accomplished anything noteworthy to me.

Too behind, got things that need to be done but feel lack of energy to do them and get stressed to do them or not do them.

Lonely, can barely talk or mingle with who I am or want to possibly be friends with because of anxiety, yet still crave interaction at the same time.

Too afraid to make a move, wish to not make the wrong decisions on accident but feel like I’m not living my life as much as the next person.


I feel like at this point, I don’t know who in the world I am, what I want, what to do, when to do it, where, how, and etc. What am I supposed to do at this point? I’ve considered just basically calling myself useless at this point, I can’t serve a specific or multiple purposes to fulfill, hopeless. I’m still stuck in the bars of what’s holding me back, don’t how to get outside of them, what am I supposed to do?

At this point, I’ll never be able to do anything it seems…

Loose announcements and stuff to come on the way (hopefully soon)

There’s no guarantee of all of this taking effect, but do seek to possibly fulfill all of this by approximately February 16th this year, and they seem pretty big too.


Rebranding

Plan to maybe whip up a new logo for my blog, so bye-bye dearest Sonic T. Hedgehog, you will be missed, lol. Rough idea is to replace it with a drawn spiral staircase steps, thus, acting as the logo.

Podcast

Hasn’t been fully setup yet, but this is one of my ambitions I’ve thought of fulfilling lately. Ideally, it’s a podcast that consists of interviews of everyday people. I plan to setup a subdomain here and run a site dedicated for the podcast.


I wish I had more to say and elaborate upon, I just don’t think there’s anything more beyond that and could get more personal than I feel comfortable with sharing to the public, so that’s all for now. Take care! 😉